29 December …

Short but Heartfelt …   

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Visits from both sons (and families) recently !!! 

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Interactions with all neighbors (including the hermit next door) last thursday with only two exceptions (one out of town … the other with a berm too high for me to scale … I’ll get back to them when possible). 

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House is warm, fridge-freezer-cupboards all stocked, and back-up generator working as expected.

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Relearned how to tie a Navy kerchief.

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One puzzle left unsolved … a set of animal tracks in snow alongside the car under the carport.  Will be solved, just don’t know how soon.

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 Only two days left in 2021.

“It’s time to go.” said Bear.

“But where are we going?” asked Rabbit.

“Forward,” said Bear, “we can’t stay here anymore.”

“So much has happened here though. I don’t know that I can move on.” said Rabbit.

“You can stay if you want,” said Bear, “but life won’t wait with you.”

“It won’t?” asked Rabbit.

“No,” said Bear, “besides, up ahead there might be something wonderful.”

“You think so?” asked Rabbit.

“I think…” said Bear, “if you stay here, you’ll never know.”

… and …

Each of us must understand that our time in this world is so short that darkening it with useless arguments, jealousy, not forgiving, discontent, and bad attitudes are a ridiculous waste of time and energy.

Whatever the problem, remember that our journey together is too short.

No one knows the length of our trip. 

Appreciate.

Be respectful, kind and forgiving.

So,‘til next week … Wishes for a Blessed 2022 for all of us.

22 December …

Yesterday was Yule … Equinox heralding the change in the Sun’s direction at dawn.  Longer days are coming.

And today is the 141st anniversary of my Nana’s birth in Fort Scott, Kansas.  

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On another, less personal note …

It will be interesting to see what the storm predicted for the 22nd and 23rd brings.  Mark said the family will be here, with dinner, the 25th regardless.  He drives a 4×4 pick-up with proper tires, so Snowman’s Summit between here and Mt Shasta should be no problem.

I hope to make one last swing for mail and a short grocery stop later this morning.  I want to get bottles of sparkling cider to share with my neighbors on Boxing Day.

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Those of us who usually enjoyed the Met’s live in-theatre broadcasts were deprived of that pleasure this season.  Instead, we were gifted with audio streaming over Sirius including the one with Garanca to which I had looked forward but missed due to Covid.  

They will run from New Year’s Eve into Spring, as the actual season would have, and include four I will be watching.  Reports to follow (as if you cared).

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George and I had to be tested for syphilis before being issued a marriage license in October of 1952. I wondered why but didn’t question.  Then recently I saw this …

https://www.history.com/news/chamberlain-kahn-act-std-venereal-disease-imprisonment-women

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Preceding the latest predicted “storm”, there have been lots of birds … a few ravens, lots of juncos searching (evidently) for conifer seeds, and on tuesday evening a lone robin red breast dropped by.  I wonder what it was doing here since they are usually harbingers of Spring.  It sat very still, on one of the posts in place as a snow plowing guide, just across the street from my office window until the snow began.  

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The last few days there have been what seemed like a lot of sirens on Hwy 89, probably due to drivers who don’t know anything about black ice and drive as if it didn’t exist. George and I used to monitor fire and CHP frequencies to keep up on what was happening in our area.  Then later I relied on a Weed resident who monitored and posted information on Facebook.

Now I’m in McCloud and hear the sirens with no way to satisfy my curiosity.  Guess I’ll have to ask Mark to find the local frequencies so I can monitor whenever I hear the sirens.

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Still have not learned how to download the pictures on my phone for use.  Sorry.

But I did find the camera I’ve used for years and know how to transfer photos, so I will work on that.

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During the holiday season, the History channel posted the following … it omits Hanukkah and some others, but is interesting in re of a lot of practices.

https://www.history.com/news/8-winter-solstice-celebrations-around-the-world?cmpid=email-hist-inside-history-2021-1220-12202021&om_rid=d1e0c7c6f9cd1bd795585832b18d8c47db18da133669769ef6c111f38fbc682a&~campaign=hist-inside-history-2021-1220

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It is currently snowing visibly.  Trip to town will wait even if the cider sharing will be for New Year’s rather than Boxing Day.

Oh well …

Blessings of the Holidays to ALL.

So,‘til next week … May you be Blessed in the coming year!

15 December …

First real snowstorm since I moved off the farm started the late afternoon of saturday the 11th and has been going on and off ever since.  

Started anew this morning about 0730 and has been going ever since.  Total today, so far, about another two feet.

There has been some melt and a young (50something) neighbor has been clearing the part of my front porch leading to my front sliding door and the section of my driveway from the street to under the car port until this morning when he came up, started, gave up, and went home.

The electricity is doing okay either really or with my back-up generator.  That’s how I am able to write this.  And the Monitor heater is keeping the house warm. 

It’s about 1330 and the local grounds keeper is out on his snow equipment opening up our Village streets. I have no plans to go anywhere.  I picked up the mail yesterday afternoon before this latest low pressure flow started.  

At least we aren’t having wind problems with the snow.

John told me this morning that snow was coming in horizontally down in Dunsmuir so we cancelled his visit for this afternoon and rescheduled for friday.  

Mark is down in the Bay area on his job for the diocese and reports are that they are getting hit with oodles of rain.  My current prayers are that this evening he gets back to Mt Shasta safely.

Another interesting aside is that I’ve been seeing juncos flying past my sliding door (in both directions) for two days.  This morning I happened to be at the right angle to see one fly out from under my carport.  Maybe there is a nest up there somewhere.  Guess I’ll have to keep an eye out for bird droppings and see what I can discover.

The amateur radio club was scheduled to be having their holiday party this evening.  I hadn’t planned to go since I don’t want to be trying to come home after dark but it probably didn’t matter since I doubt there will be any party tonight.

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Another side effect of all the snow is that the DirectTV dish antenna doesn’t seem to be functioning properly.  

I remember how George used to have to go out and sweep out the dish in the backyard.  Sometimes the snow depth was nearly chest high and after putting steps out to the dish (when we were using one of the BIG dishes) he would then have to dig down to the lower edge in order to free the dish so it could be repositioned.  

It was a bit easier when we got a small dish and it was on the lower edge of the roof … just take out a broom and sweep it out.

I think I’ll just wait this snow out.

There is leftover Thai pho with noodles and a slice of cranberry pan cookie for dinner this evening.

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Last week I found a BBC series on Acorn, which carries Brit shows and which I can see on my phone, based on Agatha Christie short stories. Not Marple or Poirot but stories with sort of mysteries.  Those have been my settle-in-for-sleep “reads” since I have yet to move my library card to the McCloud library.  I can’t seem to make contact with the librarian to get there when the library is open … Covid you know. 

Oh well …

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The new Cumberbatch movie was available on HBOMax (which my granddaughter shares with me) and I decided to watch it since the reviews of Cumberbatch’s performance were glowing.  

I lasted almost 10 minutes and then switched it off.  I usually enjoy Cumberbatch no matter what.  But this was based on such a bully of a character that I just couldn’t watch, no matter how masterful the acting.

The only other movie I walked out on years ago was “The Piano”.  When I realized the husband was going to punish his wife (I can’t remember what she had done to deserve punishment but I remember she loved to play the piano) and was going to do so by cutting off some of her fingers … well, I have no idea how the movie ended.  

Senseless violence, both physical and mental as well as pointless profanity (in my opinion), are the reasons I don’t watch a lot of modern movies or tv series.  The mystery series I do watch don’t deal with a lot of visual blood or cruelty.  Turns out they are mostly Brit, Aussie, Canadian, or Kiwi productions.  Clues, non-violent characters, and mental challenges are more interesting to me.

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It is 1420 and the snow removal continues as does the snow.  My street and the short section of my driveway are plowed.  Feels sort of like the old winters when George and I first came to Siskiyou County.

It will be interesting to see what the night brings.

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I’ll try to have pictures for next week.

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In the meantime …

Writing is the shaping of letters to represent spoken words which, in turn, represent what is in the soul.

     The Muqaddimah of Ibn Khaldun

So … ‘til next week …

8 December …

Well, I got my Covid booster last thursday.  I had a competent provider and no reaction, no redness, not even a sore injection site.  So I guess I’m good until next October for flu, pneumonia, and whatever else depending on Covid mutations, new scientific discoveries, etc. 

I have some friends, neighbors, family, etc. with whom I disagree over various ideas, behaviours, beliefs … but that doesn’t overshadow why I value them.  

I just listened to a TED talk about confrontation and the difference between that and the act of “calling out”and the idea of change both in others and in ourselves.  I do not plan to either confront or call-out anyone.

My tenet is … I choose for myself and others make their own choices.

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When he was here last, John checked out the Grandmother clock.  She seems to be adjusting to her place in our new domain.  She did vacillate for a bit but seems to have settled into a comfortable place.  Her face and her voice both prodube pleasure, especially at night.

He also brought personally poured meditation/prayer candles.  I don’t yet have a secure place for them in my bedroom as I had in the past.  Instead, for now it is where I can see the glow on the wall and be reminded. 

Two things which make my nights more comfortable.

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The weather is hedging toward winter … but very, very slowly.  Dawn when there is frost followed by chill but without wind is normal.  And there was one morning when the ground was dusted with light snow.

The animal population is interesting.  The hawk earlier … and one morning a covey of quail were busy gathering evergreen seeds.  

Plus, there are always the ravens.  

A group of crows is a “murder” and a neighbor and I were curious about what a group of ravens is called.  We found that a group of ravens is an “unkindness”, maybe because of myth and expectation, and maybe because they are tricksters.

I’m told they like bling, shiny things, so I may set out a few and see what develops.  And a neighbor told me ravens like peanuts in the shell.  That might be an option since the bears probably leave nuts in the shell alone.

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My first batch of cold-brewed coffee was started two days ago and decanted yesterday afternoon.

I had my first cup of coffee with creamer this morning.

It’s every bit as tasty as I remember.

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As I told you previously, I have the car, and during one trip last week I drove around town looking for the house where “Little Wilma” (I was “Big or Tall Wilma”) lived during the time we worked together in the local Emergency Room which has since become an Emergency Department.

She is a year older than I am and I had been told she is now mostly deaf and her sight was slipping as well.  But the house I remembered as her home looks as if there are new owners.  The family name plaque at the front door, which I remember from having visited there in the past, is missing. 

I knew her daughter and family had lived next door.  But that house didn’t look right either.

Oh well …

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Last minute update on the fugitive “murderer” in our area reported a week or so ago …  Not a “murder”, a “suicide”.  

Nothing in the local paper and nothing on the telly.

Sorry … that’s all I know. 

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Yesterday was …  

George and I were teenagers, it was one of the few times I saw my father cry.  Before I graduated high school, George was in the Navy and served as an Aviation Electronicsman/Radioman on both Guam and Saipan and later aboard a Cruiser in Korea. I missed being a service nurse training as part of the Student Nurse Corps by a couple of months, I remember drawing lines up the backs of my legs, I still have some of my ration books …

George and I used to watch “Tora Tora Tora” every year and he wore his WW II / Korea ball cap proudly … 

This year I didn’t watch the movie, but I did watch some documentaries.  

I didn’t cry but it was good I had a box of tissues close. 

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After a couple of run-ins with immature twits, I was reminded of this ..

As an Ancient Mariner of a sort, I occasionally want to hold the young with my skinny hand, fix them with a glittering eye, and say, “I have been to a place where none of you have ever been, where none of you can ever go.  It is the past.  I spent decades there and I have the right to say … you don’t have the slightest idea.”

So … ‘til next week …

1 December …

Finally will receive my COVID booster shot …  tomorrow.

Still no explanation about what happened last saturday.  Maybe there will be a sign posted since I bet I won’t be the only one asking.

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Weather has been varied … frost in the morning with warmer days, even as high as the 60s.  Mostly light, scattered clouds, especially at dawn when the result this morning was a glorious pink, orange show.

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Still haven’t been able to brew some cold-brewed coffee.  Need to make it to the grocery store in Mt Shasta where there is a grind-to-suit machine.  Another case of hurry up and wait.  The same with the sourdough starter.  The starter grains are here, but the crock is still en route.

Oh well …

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I have the car, with its new battery, and have made a couple of trips to the post office.  Have yet to get up the courage to go ‘round the Mountain.  Jenny will be my driver again tomorrow.  Maybe getting the proper coffee for the Toddy brewer will provide the proper incentive.

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The most interesting thing to have happened this past week was yesterday afternoon seeing a hawk circle and land in the open area across the street from my front porch.  

There have been signs of moles or ground squirrels and the hawk was big enough to carry either of those, or a small cat.  However, there are no resident cats around here … at least none that I know of, so I don’t know what the hawk had in mind.  

It was on the ground for a few minutes, allowing me to get a good look at it, but left without any passenger.

I’ll keep watching.  Maybe it will come back.

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I’ve started writing poetry again.  It  was the pink-orange dawn that seems to have started it.  

Recently I challenged a friend, who is also a poet, to write a poem a day until our next get-together.  I did okay.  As usual I was pleased with about one-out-of-four.  But I guess she wasn’t inspired by much of anything.

Once, long ago, I set myself the task of a poem-a-day for a full year.  My normal ratio of acceptable output held, but I still have enough seasonal poems for a second book, if I ever get inspired (or the money) to self-publish again.

The first book was “Moons” arranged around the phases of the Moon.

Maybe this one, if there ever is a “this one”, could be titled “Seasons”.

Who knows where that thought will lead.

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Some time ago, I wrote down the following, without noting the author or source, in my collection of things which might be appropriate as endings for a blog.  It seems this might be the time to share it …

Don’t hesitate … just jump … build your wings on the way down.

So … ‘til next week …

P.S. Son John will be here this afternoon to look after the Grandmother clock, deliver some requests, and have a short visit. Nice way to end a week.