29 May …

 

As I went to bed last friday, after sunset but before dark, the sky to the south-southeast (down the canyon toward Redding) was very orange-red.  It made me a bit queasy.  When we face a dangerous fire, that’s the direction from which we will watch it come.

It took me a few minutes to settle, but eventually I did and was able to go to sleep.

Saturday morning, when I checked the net, I found the area near us in Shasta County, between Redding and the canyon, had been under a tornado watch.  I learned about the type of cloud formation which births tornadoes when George and I took weather/lookout classes.                      I have never seen one, but some folks have.

There were no touchdowns and all is well, but the photos were a bit scary. 

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Rain continues off and on.

Sunday we woke up to fresh snow.     The lilacs and the trees in leaf were all bowed down.

And it was gone by 1400.

There was a year, many years ago, when we had snow on the 4th of July.  But it was a fluke. 

This year has me guessing.

Oh well …

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It turns out there are at least three food share programs at which I can volunteer.  Keeping me busy, but that’s a good thing.

Last week we shared the ubiquitous peanut butter along with frozen beef, rice, canned corn, and a bunch of other foods. 

Being useful is good.

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There are other plants coming into bloom.  Nice …

 

Smoke tree…

 

 

 

 

 

violets …

 

 

 

 

and meadow lilies are some of them
Spring is lasting this year.

 

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In an hour or so I will be off to prepare for an interview with the Watermaster District Board this evening.  I hope it isn’t confrontational, but I plan to be prepared for
if

That’s why this is short this week (that and the pictures).
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However …

If we truly believe that a miracle will occur, a miracle will occur.

So … ‘til next week …

22 May …

 

Last week’s rain washed all the yellow pollen off the car windows.  It also allowed some of the road potholes to reappear as well as encouraging fern growth. 

The bracken is showing fiddleheads.  I remember being told the bracken was bad for cattle.  Then I began to wonder about their fiddleheads.  Could we eat them?  I did research and found out the answer is NO.  So be careful.  The visual clue between edible and poisonous is the stem. 

Round stem = NO. 

Stem with a groove = sauté in butter with garlic.

 

But back to Spring signs.  The catalpa is beginning to leaf out.

And Tyler’s crabapple tree is in bloom.

There was a report that a rain record had been set. One day last week, nearly 2.6” fell in one 24 hour period.

 

 

This was the view out the front windows.

 

And there is fresh snow on the Mountain.

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Last week I neglected to update you on the local Landowners’ Association doings.

One outstanding item was approval for creating an evacuation road from a dead end area off Rocky Road and Fern (to the northeast on the other side of Old Stage).  That set a precedent in re spending Association funds and there are at least three other areas which need an alternative escape route.  We here on High Meadow are one of them.  For us, there is only one way out and that is toward and past the reservoir.  Fire east of us and we’re sunk.  We do have an open area which could be a last resort refuge, but …

Another item was the approval and support of my efforts to make the Watermaster back down on her refusal to allow the use of reservoir water for roads improvement which are also fire prevention and fire fighting access.  The newest oblique accusation from her is that I lied to the County Supervisor.  His response, when I told him, was “Don’t be intimidated.” 

As was said in “All About Eve” … “Fasten your seat belts.  It’s going to be a bumpy ride.

One item I didn’t like was the site change for the July picnic.  It will be held just down the hill from us this year.  Extra use of our immediate road and need for parking will be a problem.  But since I don’t have an alternative suggestion, I’ll stay quiet. After all, it could have been worse.  They might have gotten permission to use the meadow above us.

Being back on the Association Board gives me something to do and makes me feel useful.  It also gives me something to grouse about.  Who could ask for more?

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The Science Festival was last Saturday.  I wasn’t involved.  Seems there was enough interest by operators more technically knowledgeable than I am and since the aim was education, it was more logical that way.

The report was that things could have gone better.  Oh well …

Next up for the club is the Castle Crags bike event the 22nd of June.  I’ve been asked to handle net control.  It will be a long day, but I will be in the park, I won’t be on my feet, and I will be fed.

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Interesting phenomenon …

Last week I had been listening to the Beatles on Sirius and found myself rewriting some lyrics.

Do you remember “All My Lovin’”? 

Well …

You are gone and I miss you.

But in dreams I still kiss you.

Remember I’ll always love you.

And although you’re away,

You’re with me every day,

And the hole in my life tints me blue.

My beloved, each day I miss you.

My Beloved, but I’ll muddle through.

My Beloved …

My Beloved …

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John’s partner Michael is involved in an art show the theme of which includes women of mature age.  He is doing photographs and asked me to model.  Can’t imagine why.

He is a good artist and I think he should do some paintings … maybe he will do paintings from the photos. He is especially good with watercolours.

Watch for photos later.

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The Mt Shasta Farmers’ Market opened for the Summer last Monday.  It doesn’t start until 1530 which doesn’t work for me.  I understand the reasoning … by then the main heat of the day is past, and some of the farmers come all the way from down river (Happy Camp and Sawyer’s Bar) which is a long drive.  But I need to start dinner about 1600 so I’ll be looking at other farmers’ markets … maybe Dunsmuir.

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Last week I cashed a check for $21.91.  When I checked the coins I was given I found out that pennies no longer look as I remember pennies looking.  Nor do nickels.

Guess I’ve been living with plastic so long I’ve lost touch.

Oh well …

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The paintbrush is coming into bloom.  Light and colour …

There is light.

There IS light.

It is light where you once were.

It is light where you are now.

It will be light wherever you will go.

 

I will make an effort to remember.

So … ‘til next week …

15 May …

 

It is raining.  The fresh touch being added to everything is great … BUT … there are things to get done and rain is making it difficult.

Oh well …

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The meadow is full of shooting stars …

the tree by the drive entrance  whose name I don’t recall of showing off …

and the fir tree tips are splendiferous …

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Last monday there was a surprise food share in Weed at the Great Northern warehouse.  Heather, the boss-lady for food programs, was offered an unexpected delivery of frozen whole chickens (I got 2), frozen beef round roasts, frozen pork chops, frozen salmon, frozen blueberries, oranges and orange juice, russet potatoes, peanut butter, black olives, canned pumpkin, and boxes of Q-tips.

Are you laughing at the Q-tips?  I did.  But they were snapped up quickly.

I had been told, by the new 20-year-old when I called to see what time they wanted volunteers to be there, that I wasn’t wanted.  It hit me a bit hard.  Not being wanted is a hurt when you’re older.  But I decided to go down a bit early anyhow, just in case. 

The sharing was to start at eleven.  I got there at ten-thirty and there was already a line of nearly fifty people.  Yes, I live in one of the lowest income counties in the state.  So I got in line.  But as I got up to sign-in, Heather said  “Where have you been.  I need help.”  I had eaten a very light breakfast, figuring to have a good lunch, and wound up on my feet at the chicken and beef sharing station until a little after two.  I came home pooped and so did a very simple salmon bake (using only half of the fillet) with tamari rice and a fruit salad for dinner.

Oh … I forgot to tell you my faux pas …

When I hurried to take up my station, I saw cartons of cans which said “Chicken Lovers” and “Gravy”.  I thought it was canned chicken gravy and so was telling folks, as I gave them the frozen chickens, to look for the gravy to go with it.

WRONG !

I even brought home a carton anticipating roast chicken and mashed potatoes with gravy only to find out it was cat food. 

Oh well …

Tyler has a cat, so it won’t be wasted. 

There were some folks who looked homeless (this area has had a lot of transients lately) who just might have been glad to get those cans for themselves. 

With rain today, I find myself hoping they have cover and are able to stay dry.  This family is blessed.  We have shelter and food and heat

including a deck of wood to be cut and split for next winter..

It turned out the olives weren’t pitted and Paul won’t eat them (picky kid) so later today I will pit them and make olive-tomato-herb spread for crackers.

Next scheduled share day is a week from today at the church and Heather said to be there early.

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Taiko lessons are over for this school year so Paul and my taiko wednesdays have been changed to library fridays.

There is a chance the taiko teacher won’t be teaching next fall.  Her husband has brain cancer and she’s burned out.  There doesn’t seem to be anyone willing to take her place.  The original taiko teachers are in their mid-70s now and don’t teach children any longer.  It makes me sad since Paul likes the drum lessons so much. 

I will continue to hope.

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Back to spring before I close.

 

Paul came running in from a walk calling me to come see the Oregon grapes ablaze …

 

 

The apple tree is lovely …

 

 

The jump-ups that to me will always be my Daddy’s flowers are peeking …

 

 

 

The blue belly flowers are underfoot …

 and creek lilies from higher up which George used to bring to me every Spring, but which have never had a place on Cold Comfort Farm, have established themselves not too far from the house.

Thank you, George.

the day I forget to love you

the day I forget your name

… and then my own …

I will turn in the center

of my intricate weave,

spelling your name in my dance …

your hidden name which

is simply, finally

Love.

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So … ‘til next week …

 

 8 May …

 

Blooms all around.  The lilac is just starting (Sorry you can’t see the colour.  The sun was at the wrong angle.)

  The muscari are drawing attention.

Off in another directions is an overlay … birch leaves, red maple leaves, and cherry blossoms.

 The daffodils are nearly done, and as usual … the final ones are beautiful.

Weather is warm and now Paul wears shorts to school every day.  I’ve been sleeping the first part of the night with just a sheet.  And the stores are full of strawberries.

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My reading lately has been full of book coincidences … similarly named characters and plot slips.  I’m currently in the second book of the Atlantis series by A. G. Riddle (self-published and in his acknowledgements he thanks readers who take a chance on self-publishers).  It is interesting in the same way books by Rollins are … fiction except for what isn’t.

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Since the solar panels are up (did I tell you they’re outputting?), I’ve been bingeing PBS programs on my computer.  An unexpected side effect of listening with earphones vs straight tv is that I am hearing all sorts of background sounds which I miss without earphones but which aid in creating the mood.  I like it.

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Thinking of sound … Mark got me a Bluetooth gadget which allows me to listen to Sirius in my room.  This morning I chose the channel called “Spa” and as I was listening I had a memory moment.  The music now called Spa is soft, repetitive, muted voices, and lots of flute and harp … and it reminded me of a long time ago when there was a co-op food store in town.  There was a piano in the store and anyone was invited to play.  One day when I was shopping a young “hippie” (remember them?) was playing soft, calm, repetitive music and I though ‘what strange kanoodling‘. 

Now that I’ve learned to like the style (not all the time, but it certainly has a place) I wonder if he is one of those earning a living as an alternative musician.

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The chickens are taking their time merging.  Some of the new whites are flying.  They use the roost (about 3’ off the floor) when the older hens are outdoors, but have yet to challenge for space at night.

One of the little ones really tested her wings last week and twice went outdoors with the hens, got chased, but instead of going back indoors flew over the fence (at least 5’6”) and couldn’t find her way back into the house.  First time we found her under the chicken house.  Second time she was a bit away near the hazelnut bush calling to ask for directions or help.  That time she got her wings clipped.

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The ranch roads have been graveled, graded, and rolled.  They are quite nice now and the trip from the house to pavement takes only 12 minutes or so rather than 20.

Next step is to offer Dale Creek Road to the County.  It now meets their standards and, if accepted, would take residents off the list for required maintenance.  Plus the County would snow plow and it would be under County law enforcement.  We’ve had increasing break-ins out here what with part-timers, so a law presence might be good.

I’m not sure how I feel about it though.  The rural atmosphere would diminish as traffic increases both in amount and speed.

But the whole area has changed so much (too much?) since George and I moved here.  Maybe further change is inevitable.

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I haven’t done much with genealogy for too many years.  A chance question got me going again one day last week when the family was away (a family field trip to the science museum in Ashland).  I started to see if I could find the other two people who had been at my house New Year’s Eve 1948-9, the night George and I spent the morning (1200 to 0500) chasing Cinderella Q. Stump around the radio dial (remember when radios had dials?) … and I fell down the genealogy rabbit hole.

The next morning I was still thinking about genealogy and decided that would be my project for the coming year (?) or so.  I need to get all the information I have in order so that anyone checking it after I’m gone can make sense of it.

I decided to start with getting all the information and pictures about George organized and into a notebook.  Since I was with him for the last 70+ years of his life, I am the authority.

There is already one genealogist, who calls herself Lois Laine (aka twolaines), who has started to post information about George on line.  Her information isn’t always correct.  I’ve tried to convince her to let me do the posts about him, but she says she has a right to post any genealogical information she wants.  I have no idea who she is.

At any rate, I think I will spend a lot (most) of the coming months organizing and creating a book starting with this picture …

That’s how he looked when I first met him.

P.S. I found the other two party folks … they are both dead.  I’m the only one left from that night.

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So … ‘til next week …

Life is full of beauty.  Notice it …

1 May …

 

Weather has turned warm.  Not hot like summer yet.  Just warm.  Warm enough for things to bloom all over the place.

The plum tree in the courtyard is full of blossoms.  Dogwoods (both the bright white ones and the smaller, yellow Pacific ones) are bursting.  The birch trees are leafing out.  And this morning I can see blossoms on the cherry tree out by the chicken coop.

And speaking of chickens, the preteeners have been introduced into the laying flock.  They have been in the chicken house for nearly a week, but separated from the adults by fencing … by way of getting used to each other.  Now they are all together while still being separate.  As yet there is no intermingling.  The grown-ups go outdoors.  The preteens stay in the house.

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Remember some time ago when I told you about the chiming clock George inherited from his maternal Grandmother which had taken a place of honor in my room?

Weeeeeeeellllllllllllllllll …

Also some time ago, she fell!

I don’t think I told you about that, but if I did please forgive the repeat. There is a happy, happy ending to the story.

It had been a cataclysmic disaster for me.
The case was in teeny pieces. John said the case sacrificed itself to protect the works.

I despaired of her ever running again.

But Kaloo Kalay (reference Alice) … SHE IS REPAIRED !!! 

Looking more beautiful than ever.  Running better than in a long time.  Now she will last longer than I will.  All thanks to older son John. What a gift !!!

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I am currently up to my hips in a controversy with the County Watermaster District over the use of the water in the reservoir and its downstream diversions.  It is a bit complicated if you don’t know the area, but has to do with the use of state owned waters for the maintenance of local dirt roads in order to insure fire protection.

So far, I have been in contact with the local Deputy Watermaster (a real get), the Executive Director of the Scott Valley and Shasta Valley Watermaster District (who runs her a close second), and my local County Supervisor (who is a real gentleman and helpful).  I have been working on this for several days … reading and annotating pertinent documents and writing (and then rewriting) letters.

Wish me luck …

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I am totally in the dark as to why a female Stellar Jay chose to build a nest right next to the front door … but she did.  Now she and a male spend their time flying between the nest, the lilac, a nearby fir, and the catalpa.

I am not really fond of jays, but somehow I can’t bring myself to chase her off. 

I haven’t seen into the nest yet, but I am listening.

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I finished reading “Slaughterhouse-Five”.  Have you read it?

It is not an easy read … partly due to the subject and partly due to a nervous tic of the author’s.  It is worth the time however.

Try it.  You might not like it, but you may gain some insight into thoughts such as why do we memorialize (celebrate?) Nagasaki and Hiroshima and ignore Dresden?

Followed that read with a novel fictionalizing a collection of true stories about women spies during the World Wars titled “The Alice Network” by Kate Quinn.  Exciting.  Informative.  Upsetting. 

Just remember the two rules of war (stolen from Hawkeye) …

#1. People die.

#2. You can’t change #1.

Now on to something lighter.

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Taiko lessons for this spring are over.  The recital was at school last Friday.  Kamille took a video and it is posted here … (Paul is to the far right)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRu2gJHbyBA&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=dslittlejib

We are having a fun “lesson” (with pizza) this afternoon.  Lessons will resume in the fall.

On tap for summer … swim team and library fridays.

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There is a site handled by a Rebbe which I read every week.  He offers wise words and historical insights.

Having just read about the women spies/resistors in WW II and their “sabotage” efforts, I found the following interesting …

Elmer Bendiner was a navigator in a B-17 during WW II. In his book, The Fall of Fortresses, he tells this story of a World War II bombing run over Kassel, Germany.

“Our B-17, the Tondelayo, was barraged by flak from Nazi anti-aircraft guns. That wasn’t unusual, but on this particular occasion our gas tanks were hit. Later, as I reflected on the miracle of a 20 millimeter shell piercing the fuel tank without touching off an explosion, our pilot, Bohn Fawkes, told me it was not quite that simple.

“On the morning following the raid, Bohn had gone down to ask our crew chief for that shell as a souvenir of unbelievable luck. The crew chief told Bohn that not just one shell but 11 had been found in the gas tanks. 11 unexploded shells where only one was sufficient to blast us out of the sky. It was as if the sea had been parted for us. A near-miracle, I thought.

“Even after 35 years, so awesome an event leaves me shaken, especially after I heard the rest of the story from Bohn. He was told that the shells had been sent to the armorers to be defused. The armorers told him that Intelligence had picked them up. They could not say why at the time, but Bohn eventually sought out the answer. Apparently when the armorers opened each of those shells, they found no explosive charge. They were as clean as a whistle and just as harmless. Empty? Not all of them! One contained a carefully rolled piece of paper. On it was a scrawled message in Czech.

“The Intelligence people scoured our base for a man who could read Czech. Eventually they found one to decipher the note. It set us marveling. Translated, the note read: ‘This is all we can do for you now.’ ”

At the end of the Holocaust Museum in Washington, DC there is a little amphitheater playing short clips. In one, a man relates that while in a death camp he saw his friend praying at a time that was too late for the morning service and too early for the afternoon service. He asks his friend what he is praying. The friend responds, “I am thanking God.”  “For what?” enquires the man, “Look around you! What do you have to be thankful for?” His friend replied, “I am thanking God that I am one of us and not one of them.”

So … ‘til next week …